In the morning…
Not much has been done this morning. I have been really irritable lately, and emotional. I don’t know why I keep feeling this way. I have been trying to stay more positive these days and not let my situations/feelings get to me, but I just can’t help it sometimes. Even though I fell asleep early(according to my Fitbit watch, 10:29PM), I only really got 6 hours and 46 minutes of sleep by 6AM. I still felt super tired in the morning and unmotivated.
I currently don’t have an employer to work for(and let me tell you briefly I still wish I could just go have a boxing match with that B and kick the crap outta her-wait, that would make it a kick boxing match…yes, seems more satisfying >:D ), and I have to wait until the end of this month to apply for reasons of having to go out of town for about 3-4 days and I wouldn’t want to grab a job right at the moment and immediately have to tell them that I have to not work, you know what I mean?
Anyway, enough about that. I think I need to take a puff or two out of my vape!! https://media.giphy.com/media/U85Yaq6vurfnnSm3B0/giphy.gif
In the afternoon…
After running to the store for something I needed, I came back and needed to relax a bit more… Loading, https://media.giphy.com/media/efgkvesM9vrwtP9t0j/giphy.gif
Inserting(okay, way harder than I thought with just one hand! lol), https://media.giphy.com/media/LqlwtDvcxSpanXkxdV/giphy.gif
That was a bigger one, wasn’t it? It’s big enough for me. Now I am baked. lol
And feeling much better. I usually find that after medicating I am more relaxed, and accompanied by some good music, it’s the best therapy I have had, EVER. I medicate because I feel it has really helped me with my anxiety, my depression and my overall mood. I am a VERY impatient person, so this makes me chill easier. What’s funny is that I like to be very laid back, and I just find it so difficult at times to settle down and relax, especially if I am stressing over stuff.
Ever since I began using CBD flower and mixing it from the flower from the connect, I have also noticed that my allergies have lessened(you would think flower, pollen?) and it really balances my high when I get too baked for my anxiety ridden mind.
In the evening/night… Can you guess which is the connect flower vs the CBD flower? Comments below! :D https://i.imgur.com/1W1Zz4z.jpg
All is well, I only played a couple of games of Apex tonight. I ended up drinking some CBD syrup and I believe sleep is calling. Wow, didn’t expect to feel this sleepy already! On another note, I have been slacking on the working out part(need to get onto it!)! I was SO sore from my thighs and calves these past two days since working out to the point to where I was walking funny. lol Anyway guys, good night to you all! :)